I was looking through my blog a bit ago and ran across some old posts about Sunny! I posted when
If you don't want to read, here's a quick summary of how we got him:
My mom really wanted to get herself a really sweet, safe pony that she could share with her (future, at the time) grandchildren. She saw an ad for a little Morgan just an hour or so south of the ranch and we went to go try him. He was a literal unicorn, perfect on the trail, over fences, and giving longe lessons to children regularly. We loved him, he passed the vet check, and he came home with us.
Just a week or two later though, he exhibited some odd symptoms. He wouldn't put his head down to graze, wouldn't go on the bit, and wouldn't do a carrot stretch. We had the vet out and he was diagnosed with silicosis.
I definitely saw that lots of people were asking what silicosis is and what it's caused by, whoops. Five years later, here is some info:
- it usually only affects horses along the central California coast
- it's caused by silica, which is in the soil and small enough to get deep into the lungs/body
- most of the cases attack the lungs, causing breathing problems
- they have a treatment for the kind of silicosis that Sunny has, so he received that and was able to come off the previcox he went on when he started showing symptoms
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| He's really adorable |
For many years, he still struggled to go on the bit and seemed protective over his neck. My mom was always a bit nervous because his balance seemed off (I never felt this). But he was a happy, healthy enough pony who could absolutely do his job of going on the trails and being a very cute pasture puff.
During the pandemic, my mom stopped riding. I haven't really processed it yet, but she is not interested in riding anymore. I'm still hoping that she might change her mind, but I'm not pressuring her. She does still love him and she loves seeing me work with him, which I started doing in August last year. It was part of my plan to see how having a second horse would feel to me.
He's been such a fun horse to bring along and has actually taught me a lot! TC and I have been partners for so long and he has such a fun, confident personality. Being with TC gives me the feeling of having a conversation full of inside jokes with a really good friend. Riding him is like being in complete harmony with a horse, he gives me his entire self, both body and mind. I can literally imagine what I want him to do and he just does it (I know how insane that sounds, trust me).
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| Sweet pony |
The pony though, he's a more complicated, quirky type mentally and that has him really blocked off from me. He feels like talking to a brick wall a lot of the time and riding him, there's no connection to his mind. His primary emotions seemed to be grumpiness, disassociation, and perking up in the most adorable way if there are cookies around.
I've slowly broken open his crusty shell though. Between training him using only positive reinforcement, implementing changes based on Dr Susan Fay's work, and riding him in a way that makes his body feel good, he has really changed.
A few weeks ago, he was... silly. It really caught me off guard because he's always been SO serious with his work. But he bit a cavalletti block, which doesn't sound like much in writing, but he had this mischievous look on his face like he knew I didn't want him to eat my blocks. A few days later, I was talking to my mom about him while I was petting his forelock and he started yawning over and over again. My mom said "I don't think I've ever seen him yawn before" and ever since, he's yawned a ton. Then later that day, he was playing with the dog like TC does, sniffing her legs and wiggling his nose on her butt.
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Another silly moment, he has never really bitten my whip before |
Over the weekend for the first time, he very clearly gave me the feeling that he needed a turnout, so I turned him out. TC is really good at asking for turnouts in a kind and safe manor (he squeals and shakes his head at me), but the pony has been completely silent until he explodes. This was the first time he gave me the feeling that he needed a turnout and so I gave it to him and he ran and ran.
I sat down in the middle of the arena to change the subject and he immediately drew into me, at first trotting around me snorting and then coming up and standing with me. We then actually played at liberty, the first time he's offered that with no clicker (I forgot it, oops)! Then he came in and stood under my arm getting pets while he licked, chewed, and yawned.
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He's never let me stand like this with him, also lol my photo taking skills, why Megan |
I don't really know what my plan is with him, I think it's okay not to have one. I'm really enjoying solving this puzzle and improving his body and mind. He turned 17 years old yesterday and he seems really happy and confident.
My timeline for my new horse is unknown due to a number of reasons, but I guess I'm hoping that I can get him going really well so that I can confidently hand him off to my niece in a few years and have him be happy and healthy so he can give her a lot of fun firsts.
Mostly I'm just having fun with him!