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But when TC moved and my confidence was challenged when he didn't settle in well, I started having problems with it for the first time since I was a teenager. I'm not the world's most bold rider, I'm careful what I get on and that list of horses has been getting smaller over time. But I never had this kind of frozen-in-the-tack fear in my adult life. And I was so confused about it! Sure, TC was being a brat, there were things he was doing that, while I wouldn't classify them as dangerous in the least, were unnerving. But I was reacting to them as if he was on the brink of flipping over backwards all the time.
I realized this early on, but felt constrained. I didn't have much time to work out, work was kicking my ass, my apartment gym isn't well stocked, my wrist was (still is) injured, and I hate running. And you know, laziness and excuses.
It was this catch 22, where I'd be so emotionally exhausted (never physically) from dealing with TC that I'd get home and just want to sit down and relax rather than go to the gym, when the gym would have helped me reduce how much TC managed to unnerve me.
| Would kinda love to live in one of those houses! |
First, I signed up for a 5k (it's an awesome one). I'm fairly capable of doing a 5k even without working out that much, there's no penalty for
Second, I invited my super fit running friend (we're talking half marathons in the mountains, she's amazing) to come with me. She knows I'm slow and doesn't care, she's just really supportive because she's awesome. But the idea of
| This is as far as I've been going recently- 2.5 miles or so |
So I've been running. I primarily trail run right now (when it's not raining), which is good and bad. It's good because I LOVE the trails behind my house for several reasons. First, you get way up in the air and can see soooo far. I love stopping at the top and trying to figure out what I'm seeing and taking a lot of the same picture of the valley. Second, almost no one is out there, I see people who live right near the place walking with their kids sometimes, and every now and then people are up at the vista point, but especially now that it's been muddy (destroying my running shoes, woops), there's no one out there.
The downside is that the length I can run is less because I'm basically running up a steep hill the whole time. Luckily I found a flat portion along the ridge of a trail and ran a lot more the last couple times I ran it. But I'm not really working on running for long periods of time (except that I do run all the way back down the hill ~ 1 mile, but that's gravity-assisted), nor am I working on running very fast.
| Should have taken this in landscape mode but just so tired |
So that's where the gym comes in. I mostly used the elliptical, then would do the three exercises I can do without hurting my wrist and using the limited equipment. Those exercises are: kettle bell snatch/thrusters, kettle bell swings, and weighted lunges with dumbbells. I have more exercises, but apparently they removed the 15 and 20lb dumbbells, so I'm stuck using the 10s (does nothing) and the 25s (can only get those to my shoulders).
Instead of the elliptical, lately I've been using the treadmill, making myself do sprints (my sprint is probably a regular running pace at this point lol) and run for longer distances.
Once I'm fitter, I have some longer runs I'll be doing, including mapping out a 5k around my neighborhood to do closer to the race. The race involves obstacles, so ideally I want to have a solid month of running 5+ miles in my neighborhood and 3+ miles in the hills before going. I'm at 2.5 miles on the trail (but only running probably 1.5 miles of it) and this week I'm going to probably try 2-3 miles on flat ground and see where my fitness level is. Obviously this just assumes that it won't be raining all winter, so I may be doing this on the treadmill.
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I'm still looking forward to
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| If only I was using my extra time for what I REALLY need to be doing... |

LOL maybe we should have a Work on your Thesis party.. except we'd probably just talk about horses and watch youtube.
ReplyDeleteWe should have a thesis party even if it DOES end up being ponies and youtube...
DeleteInvite me to this party. I promise to be a productive member. As in, I bring great conversation and booze.
DeleteI'm with Nicole. I also proofread great while blackout drunk and make stellar things with gin and grapefruit.
Deleteugh good luck with your wrist! :( (and that pesky thesis....)
ReplyDeleteThanks! At this point I just want a real diagnosis so it can start getting better. It's definitely better than it was 6 months ago but if this is how slowly it's healing, ugh.
DeleteI hear you, when things are stressful I just want to relax...but the gym is what I need to do (and actually makes me feel better). I've always wanted to try crossfit but it scares me a little :P
ReplyDeleteI know! I feel so much less stressed after the gym but when I'm stressed, the last thing I want to do is go to the gym. Definitely give crossfit a try! I was so afraid of it, it took me a couple of years to actually go. My CF ended up offering a groupon for 10 classes, so I bought that and was immediately addicted. So much fun, though not great for wrists I guess.
DeleteYou're my inspiration - I REALLY need to get running or something again, but all I can seem to do is park my butt on the couch and bemoan my state of blobbiness. Sigh.
ReplyDeleteI spent the first five months of my job sitting on the couch in a state of blobbiness! And I'd probably still be there if TC was still around. Nothing like complete and utter boredom to inspire developing good habits. Now we'll see if I can hold onto that when TC comes back...
DeleteThat 5k looks awesome! And those hills are beautiful :)
ReplyDeleteI'm attempting to get back into running myself. Also for the riding benefits.
I actually ran a half marathon a few years ago, but several years, some health issues, losing my running buddy, and a total change of lifestyle mean that now running for 5 minutes continuously is really hard for me. Every time I attempt to run I get depressed by how unfit I am and so I don't want to run again, even though that's the only thing that will make me improve my fitness *sigh*.
I think I need to sign up for a race myself to actually give me a deadline...
I feel your pain with the thesis. I'm pretty sure the only reason I finished mine was because if I didn't I wouldn't graduate and I wouldn't have a job...
ReplyDeleteYay running! You can do it! I just started back up with some light crossfit, as my core is just as soft as my horse's butt after his time off. Where are my rock hard sitting trot abs?! I need them!
ReplyDeleteLove that selfie! I need to get back into fitness (...fitness whole pizza in my mouth lol kidding)
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