Wednesday, February 12, 2020

Twenty Four

Today is Rico's twenty-fourth birthday and I'm the worst owner because I nearly forgot. This is also a huge year because it's now been fifteen years and one month since he came into my life.

I don't get to hang out with him much anymore because I'm so busy and am not down in that area as much, but he still means the world to me, of course.

Best horse in the world
Rico is enjoying his retirement so much, he frequently sasses my parents and the other horses, runs around in his pasture, and has been enjoying all the fresh grass recently. He isn't ridden much anymore because he only wants to be ridden on brand new trails and gets cranky if he's taken out to do anything that doesn't involve a trailer ride.

I really hope he's got another howevermany years left enjoying his big beautiful green pasture and bothering everyone who mildly annoys him. What a freaking horse.

Monday, February 10, 2020

Put a Piaffe on That Horse

I don't normally take two lessons in a row, but this time, I felt like I needed all the help I could get! It was a really good idea because we got to build even more on the concepts we went over on Thursday and introduced some new things too. I was worried that we might have to take the same lesson twice, but that didn't happen at all! 10/10 will do two lessons in a row again.

We began warming up and TC was on it. Even though he had a day off on Friday while I worked, he felt like we'd been working on those concepts for weeks. I started out in my own warm up with some renvers and haunches-in, working on getting him to flex right and shift his weight onto his left shoulder. TC responded well and I let him hang out for a while, waiting for our lesson to begin.

Tanya had some nice things to say about our previous lesson, she was impressed how "tall" we got him, which basically means that we got him narrower so he appeared less like a chunky monkey (I swear you can feel his ribs, they're right there) and more like a toned dressage horse. I told her we hadn't worked on anything the day before, but that he was feeling really good that day.

Some fancy trot work!


We started in trot with some warm up lateral work, riding some shoulder-in, renvers, and steep leg yields. TC isn't the best at steep leg yields, so I know what we'll be doing in warm up from now on. His shoulder-in and renvers were on point though, the horse learns SO FAST and I guess I'm up there learning too. He started out way more between my aids than he did on Thursday and it was so much fun.

We then headed into canter and did some work on his collected canter. Tanya had an interesting observation that TC gets a lot of air time in the canter, but mostly in his hind legs. She wanted him to commit to the collection more than he'd like to and had me really put my mechanic on it to make it happen. My inner thighs were quite sore that night!

But TC is an actual genius, so he sat right down and was such a good boy about working that hard. We switched directions with a flying change after riding some 10 meter canter circles. Tanya had me do it on the short diagonal and wanted me to wait until B, but I didn't because TC offered and I went with it. It was a great flying change but "that's nowhere near B, Megan" and thus began a discussion of where TC is in his flying change training.

Tanya thinks TC is way more confirmed than I do, but she says she sees it in him, he's confident and knows exactly what I'm asking for and will do it. Now is the time (even though we're literally 3.5 months into flying change training!) to begin having him wait for my aid.


Counter canter exercise to the left


With that, we went right into our next exercise. Tanya had me track large and do trot to canter transitions between counter canter and true canter. Get TC really in tune with canter, trot, switch flexion/shift weight, counter canter, trot, switch flexion/shift weight, canter, and so on. Then when I was in counter canter, set him up and do a change the same way I've been switching flexion/shifting weight. TC was quite good at this from right to left. He gave a very quiet flying change that was on my aids. There was a tiny bit of falling left as he changed, so Tanya suggested we play with that over time, but generally for the first time in this exercise, very good.

The other way, tracking right (and therefore the left to right change), was TOUGH. TC did not want to pick up the counter canter, then when we actually tried the change, he jumped sideways out of the arena, tripping and landing with the arena fence in between his legs. That taught him though, and the next one we did was FABULOUS. Tanya was so excited! So was I.

More fancy trot work


It was right then in the lesson that I realized how much fun TC was having. He was grinning ear to ear. Even Tanya started to mention how much he seemed to be enjoying his work. I told her that ever since starting the changes, the horse has been so confident and has been having so much fun in his work! He is really coming into his own as a dressage horse.

Sure enough, she had me do some walk trot transitions for a bit and he got more and more amped with every right answer and every neck pet and good boy I gave him. He puffed himself up more and more as we did some shoulder-in to medium trot work. Tanya told me that the medium was actually quite good, even though I've thought it wasn't very good.

By the end of our ride (which ended with two amazing half passes that my soloshot decided to cut off our legs during), TC was bombing around like an FEI horse, still with his big stupid grin and his perked little ears. Tanya said literally those words "there's your FEI horse" while we were going. I was smiling a lot as well.

Counter canter exercise to the right, he was very
confused by this so you can see him struggling and
then he eats shit at 2:30, keep watching to see his
best LR change ever!

At the end of the lesson, we stopped to chat. Tanya told me about a horse she knew who was like TC, really not super fancy from the get go and definitely the wrong breeding, but who somehow (and no one knows how) just thrived in the dressage. The horse went to Kentucky at the I1 last year. Tanya told me to get a piaffe on my horse ASAP and keep perfecting all of this work for Third level and beyond.

I was in complete shock. And then I saw the videos and like... is this really my horse? There's still so much to improve, but he literally gave me a feeling I've never had before. I've taken two horses to Grand Prix and schooled several others at that level. Never felt this in a horse before. It was more than just fancy movement or collection or connection. There was something about the harmony and how much fun we were both having that made it truly spectacular.

I think this might be my next Grand Prix horse, guys. And I think he's going to want to show in front of some real crowds one day. I think it's safe to say that we've re-positioned our aim into the stars.

Friday, February 7, 2020

Ironing It All Out

We interrupt this Mary Wanless week of posts to talk about TC because he's a GODDAMN GENIUS of a horse and we had a great lesson last night. Also, my last Mary post is about the canter mechanic and I need to compile a TON of videos, so that's my Sunday project this weekend. Keep an eye on my instagram to get a sneak peek, I'm sure I'll be sharing there first.

Thursday afternoon, I headed back over to ride with Tanya! Her homework last time was basically to address the issue with TC's accelerator and also to work on his suppleness. We came out guns-a-blazing and she had to tell me to freaking half halt before I bombed around in medium trot the entire ride. Excellent.

I was a little concerned about my SI recovery, so I warned her that I felt wobbly and that I might need some help with that. But the entire ride, it didn't bother me at all, I was occasionally unsteady, but that's what bearing down is for. So I'm super pleased, I will hopefully have another PT appointment next week so we'll keep working on it all.

Being so cute after the lesson
We started out talking about some of the stuff that Mary had said. The biggest thing Tanya took away was tucking her boards into her horse's shoulders. If you're unfamiliar with Mary's boards, here's how she describes them: a sophisticated way of working with asymmetries. Instead of dividing the body into halves, we divide it into thirds, taking lines which follow the line of braces but which continue right down to the bottom of the torso. It is as if a board joined the rider's front to her back along each of these lines. Keeping her spine vertical is very much easier when those boards are firm.

Okay so you take your boards, and you ask yourself, if I can extend those forward, would they be tucked in behind the horse's shoulder blade, or are you losing a board outward? I definitely lose my right board outward away from TC's right shoulder.

And thus began an entire lesson on straightness!

Happy pony
TC has always wanted to duck out his right shoulder, which is where I leave a door open anyway, so he's honestly well within his right to do that. When that happens, his haunches fling themselves left and his nose gets pulled left too (erm, to clarify, I pull his nose left). Tanya pointed out that when I go to straighten him, he often just flings his entire body left, so it discourages me from riding him straight because then I can't keep him on the rail. She put us in renvers to the left and had me make sure that he kept his haunches on the rail while I pushed his withers into the left rein.

We also played a bit with riding shoulder-in in each direction. To the left, I needed to essentially ride more renvers to get him to stay stepping into the left rein and to actually bring his withers to the left (vs his favorite, a neck-in). To the right, she wanted him to flex more right. He's very happy to bend his neck and body right, but he stays a bit stuck in his poll and doesn't really come through. That's caused by him, again, not stepping into the left rein. I sense a theme.

Hi, do not want to connect to left rein, no thanx
In canter, Tanya was happy to see him actually really forward. She had me get on his case about the connection, getting him more INTO the bridle to the right. She wanted him to stand more upright, which she had me address by getting a better feeling from my right leg to my left rein and insisting that he not only bend right, but he shift his weight left. When he did this, he felt so much BIGGER and way more upright, almost narrower. Like everything squished together and got taller. Tanya said it looked like he dropped some weight (he isn't fat, but he is big boned, literally, you can feel his ribs, his knee joint is the size of my head).

To the left, we rode a diamond, which one of the other long term Mary participants had Tanya do on her horse at the workshop. It was really fascinating, and very hard for both of us. I essentially rode him in renvers again, pushing his withers to my left hand and not backing off the contact. Tanya was on my case about that, she said that her guess would be that he's a bit too light. Understatement of the century, Tanya.

Once again, his canter TRANSFORMED. I've never felt him like this. It was amazing, I had him completely underneath me and he gave me so much access.

At the end of our canter work, Tanya wanted to see the changes! With this new, more upright TC, he was ON IT and showed her the two best changes (one in each direction) that he's legit ever done in his life. She seemed excited about them. I told her he was super easy to put them on but that he was still green, of course. She said there was a lot to like - they're clean, they're uphill, they're on my aid, and he doesn't dick around in them. She wants me to hone in on being able to keep him straighter so I can just shift his weight and change (right now it's a lot more of a change-the-bend, so they jump a bit sideways, not too much, but I certainly am not on the exact same line), as that is going to be key for tempi changes. But that for where he's at in his training, she's very happy! YAY!

I need to take more pictures of this animal so I don't constantly
reuse them for this blog. 
At the end of the lesson, we talked a little about TC as a whole. TC scored very well at Training and First but we chatted about how he's just really flow-y and I'm not in his way and the high scores came from what a nice picture we gave. He was a VERY good First level horse and I know how to ride a good First level test. But a good First level horse doesn't make a good Second level+ horse. And that's what we're after now. I did point blank ask Tanya if she thought he could do the upper levels, she said yes, that she wouldn't give up now. I had an inkling he could do the upper levels, but it's nice to hear from my trainer that I shouldn't sell him as a lower level horse and get something more talented.

But TC needs to give me more access now and he's a little bit unsure of that, especially in canter, it's a lot of effort on his part. In addition, when he gets to the place he needs to be, he feels like he's about to launch me. I've spoken about this before, so it's just more of that, I need to ride him in a way that's on the edge of my comfort zone. That's excellent! But it's hard.

Overall, it was an absolutely fabulous lesson. I love how he's feeling these days with Tanya's training plan. And it was great to see how much access my new wobbly SI joint gave me. I need to work harder in my riding than I have in the past, but I can actually do everything Tanya is asking now! Hopefully tomorrow we continue to build on these concepts, I'm so glad I signed up for two lessons this month.

Thursday, February 6, 2020

Mary Wanless Workshop: Applications for TC

There were two things that made me go "huh, that's what TC does" in the Mary Wanless Workshop and they both happened when my trainer, Tanya, was riding her horse.

While her horse is very different than TC, they have two major similarities: the desire to get short in the neck and the desire to get down and forward with the chest.

This is a very friesian thing to do (though Tanya's horse is a warmblood), and something I've been aware of for a long time. Trying to get TC to lift through his pecs, thoracic sling, and withers while reaching to the bit has been tough. His body is made to pull a cart, not carry himself in any sort of productive way.

Baby TC says "this here is nice" 
This was super cool to watch, Tanya has been riding with Mary for... a long time (not about to date her!). As you get more and more in tune with your body, the more weird stuff can be said to you and you can find a way to do it. I have a kid who is naturally very kinesthetic, I can tell her "can you sit the trot as if you're trotting backwards" to get her horse to sit down, I can also tell her "imagine a crane is going to come in and pick your horse up from the withers" and she'll get the horse more uphill. If you ask her what she's doing, she says something completely unrelated (her language doesn't connect very well to her body just yet).

So Mary gave Tanya two things to think about and I was really excited to see how those things would translate to me on TC.

Breastplate

To get the horse to pull his chest backward, Mary said to imagine that there is a metal plate across the horse's chest, like a breastplate for humans (not horses). TC and Tanya's TC Twin like to press the top two corners of the breastplate forward and downward, drawing the bottom two corners of it backward with their hind legs.

Mary wanted the rider to imagine two strings attached to the top of the breastplate and the rider was to bring those two strings backward while pushing the bottom of the breastplate forward. Tanya said that she imagined that she was riding with a rope around the horse's neck that she could draw back on with her core.

Two Pack 

The rider's two pack is the upper part of their abs right under their ribs. There are eight pairs of segments of muscle in the abdomen and the two pack is the very top pair. Mine stick out and are fairly defined (everything below that shows how much I like food lol), so it was easy to find them, but basically think of it as your diaphragm.

From there, draw a line backward and about two inches upward to your upper back. This was what Mary called the two pack line.

To address the shortness in the neck, Mary wanted Tanya to take the two pack line and extend it forward on top of the first several cervical vertebrae of the horse and under the last several cervical vertebrae, out to the skull of the horse. She wanted Tanya to use this line to support the horse's skull as she allowed more room for the neck to stretch.

Getting even this much stretch into the bridle is hard
I'm super interested to see how these two images work with TC and I, and I'm especially excited that I have a lesson with Tanya both today and Saturday so I can ask more about this!

Wednesday, February 5, 2020

Mary Wanless Workshop: Connecting the Dots with My SI Injury

Nine years ago, right around this time, I had an accident. It wasn't even a real accident, I didn't come off. I don't come off nearly enough, so many of my injuries have occurred when I wish I'd come off but I didn't.

This injury in particular occurred when I was working at the event barn I worked at. Winter is tough and I went to get on a particularly rude horse (looking back, he probably was in pain) and thought he'd been longed the day before. Turned out he hadn't been out in a week. He went to buck me off and twisted while pulling downward.

I was a tiny person, about 15-20lbs lighter than I am now, and weak. He yanked my back and I was in instant pain.

At the time, I had no health insurance and was quickly skating around debt, desperately riding horses for people for as little as $15 just to pay my bills and survive the winter. So the last thing I wanted to do was go to the doctor.

You can see me falling left here
Fast forward nine years and I am out of pain, been out of pain for a while now. Occasionally I'll piss off the joint by doing something weird, get some crazy sciatica or just have a lot of pressure on the right side of my SI joint, but it goes away with a lot of walking and rest. For the most part though, it's been fine!

I've long thought that my right side weakness in riding has something to do with this injury. I've been told by instructors that I pop off that seat bone, have had every horse I ride go through the right side of their body. But I can manage it, I got through the Grand Prix with it, and when I sit in front of the mirror, my body is even, I can feel both seat bones and everything.

So I figured it's fine, I'll just keep strengthening the right side and that'll help both my riding and to support this weakness that's been there for so long.

Definitely love the left side
At the Mary workshop, we had a lab session where we sat on saddles and got realigned. I didn't necessarily want to take up a bunch of time being realigned, because I'm fairly happy with where I'm at and I've also found that sitting on a fake horse makes me sit weird, so it's not the most helpful. But Agi was playing with bands with Nicole, finding out where her weaknesses were in her stability, and I wanted to play too.

We briefly chatted about my desire to twist left, so I wanted her to try to twist me each way and see where my weakness was. When she went to do that, she saw something weird. Just sitting still on the saddle, both seat bones were weighted the same, I always thought it was interesting that trainers said I popped off of the right one because I honestly feel that one on the saddle all the time. BUT when Agi went to shift me, apply forces to my body, my right glute immediately popped my right seat bone up and forward, away from the saddle... protecting my injury. She put bands on and the same thing. When I go to resist being jostled, my body goes into protection mode.

She talked me through keeping my right seat bone on the saddle while I was resisting her push/pull/twist and I was in immediate pain. INTERESTING. Sounds like whenever I'm having to absorb/transmit forces from/onto TC, my first priority is to protect the injury. But then when I stop and work on my position, I sit just fine.

Me as a child, I could not lean right like this now!
Anne, who puts on these clinics, is a physical therapist and dressage trainer extraordinaire. She worked on Nicole the day before, just briefly, and I saw the difference she made. I wanted to talk to her about this injury because she specifically understands dressage. A regular doctor or physical therapist would probably think that because I'm not in pain, whatever. I figured Anne would understand why I wanted to address it and how to help me both on and off the horse.

Luckily, she had time to set up an appointment for Tuesday, yesterday! So I audited some of Mary's riding clinic (my work from home days are excellent, I got some good work in AND learned a ton) and then headed into Anne's office.

The first thing we did was put me through some of Anne's tests. She pushed lightly downward on my shoulders while I was standing and was able to feel a lack of mobility in my... left SI. Turns out that the frozen part is the problem, not the painful part! More tests revealed that my SI as a whole has almost no flexibility in it. She asked me several questions that were really on point, things I've just kind of minorly struggled with for the last ten years or so. Nothing enough to even think about but when she mentioned it, I was like "huh, yah that describes me" and such.

Hyper-mobile right SI causing my seat bone to come off the
saddle and shoving my right leg back
The PT itself didn't feel like very much. She first pushed on my pelvis (lightly in comparison to a chiro) in all different directions, finding that my left SI was stuck frozen upward, she said I essentially dislocated the joint at one point and now it was stuck. It had a lot of mobility going up but no ability to be pushed downward. Meanwhile, my right SI was all over the place, making up for the frozen left side. The way I understood it, and I'm sure my interpretation is off, is that the pain in my right SI is a strain caused by my left SI having no ability to move.

She basically just loosened up my left SI and then worked on my vascular system to calm the area down again. During this work, the hurting part of my injury felt like garbage at times and wonderful at others. I had everything from intense pressure in the original place to sciatica all the way down my leg, to a tingling feeling, to a totally relaxed feeling.

At the end, she had me stand again and felt my shoulders. I could feel the pressure down to my feet (so essentially, I was able to be in neutral spine for once), which was a huge change from earlier in the day. She then told me that I would feel weird, that I should take it easy physically (no climbing, no lifting, no sitting trot, minimal riding) for 48 hours as my body relearns how to operate after nine years of being totally frozen.

How cute is baby TC? Also look at my right side unable to get
into flexion pattern
As time went on over the few hours afterward, I felt WEIRD AS SHIT. I couldn't balance on uneven ground, I felt like I couldn't stabilize my pelvis, I could actually activate my glutes in an insanely different way - it felt like I had way more ability to turn them on (maybe that's been my issue in my squat over the last few years!), and I could stand on my right leg really easily, but couldn't stand on my left leg anymore.

Anne gave me permission to ride lightly, so I did. TC was foot perfect and so many weird things happened. When I first got on, I felt completely off balance. I sat more on the right side than I ever have before and low key felt like I might fall off to the right, but also felt safe there? That doesn't make sense, oh well. I struggled with my stability in posting trot, unable to put my butt back in the same print that it left seconds earlier. I could feel my right stirrup for the first time, possibly ever, I don't know if I've ever actually felt it before. TC felt amazing, super soft over his back and very willing to stay into the bridle, more so than usual. That could easily be the training plan we've shifted to, but at least I wasn't messing him up. He was such a good boy, Anne warned me about how horses sometimes respond to PT and I told her that TC was wonderful and he absolutely was, god I love this horse.

I'm still too early on to know how well it worked, but I do feel different and way more able to move around! I still have a bit of pain on the right side (as of Tuesday night), so I'm treating it like an injury (like I should have in the first place) and resting it a bit. I ride with Tanya on Thursday and Saturday, so we'll see how much I can do. Then I hope to get another PT session soon and also ride with Anne to work through some of this weird stuff on TC! Nine long years, I cannot wait to have this worked out so I can continue down the pathway toward my intimidating goals.

Tuesday, February 4, 2020

Mary Wanless Workshop: Some More Theory

I've done two posts on this before, here and here. I'm going to try to fill in additional gaps that I haven't written about before. Later this week, I'll post about the canter mechanic more and how I'm going to apply a lot of this stuff with TC, so there are some things missing.

A whole post on this coming soon!

Polyvagal Theory

This honestly deserves its own post but I don't have enough knowledge to post about it fully yet.

Essentially, the vagus nerve is one of the few cranial nerves (most nerves originate in the spinal cord) and it was long thought to be a singular nerve and now there is a theory that there are two of them: the ventral vagus nerve and the dorsal vagus nerve.

There needs to be more research done, I haven't looked into it deeply, but I have read enough to know that this isn't a well fleshed out theory. So, that being said, taking this with a grain of salt but I still think it's good information about why some riders and some horses have fear issues and how to deal with them. And by doing one of the things that Mary said to turn on the vagus nerve, I've actually found that I can reduce my anxiety (which I've been low key struggling with again the last week and a half, don't skip morning CBD, Megan!) when it's happening vs only preventing it. And that could easily be the placebo effect, but I'm a big fan of the placebo effect.

Anyway!

The vagus nerve has influence over the digestive system, heart, and lungs. The dorsal vagus nerve is an old nerve, found in reptiles as well as mammals, while the ventral vagus nerve is only found in mammals. The DVN is related to primitive survival instincts (think further back, evolutionarily, than fight or flight), which Mary classified as freeze and fold. Freeze is when animals, well, freeze, in the face of danger. You can see this in all sorts of situations. Fold is when the animal essentially accepts its death, apparently mice sometimes do this in the jaws of a hawk, the hawk bites down and occasionally will drop the mouse because it feels different than expected.

The ventral vagus nerve regulates the social engagement system. When an animal feels safe, they are in social engagement. When they feel unsafe, they turn on the spinal sympathetic system, which is fight or flight. When this happens, the animal loses the ability to use higher processing and they begin to make stupid decisions (like the mouse who runs back to the cat after escaping). If the animal feels especially unsafe, they will be scared stiff (freeze) and beyond that, they are scared to death (fold), these happen when the animal cannot aliviate the fear by fleeing (flight) or fighting (fight). Essentially, when the spinal sympathetic system fails, the DVN takes over.

I have no pictures for this part, so look, TC feeling
very skeptical of the indoor round pen
We see this in both horses and riders. When horses are put into situations where they are fearful but can't escape, they begin to shut down via the DVN. Many of these horses are praised for being quiet horses, but they are actually in shut down, think of learned helplessness, they begin to feel at home in their shut-down-ness. DVN horses are low tone, lazy, quiet. Being in fold is not consent, but it can look like that.  Riders can be in this place too, they tend to be depressed, prone to self destruction, they have a feeling of stuckness but feel like nothing is worth doing to fix their situation. They again, feel at home in their helplessness and seek it out.

When animals (horses or riders in this case) go into fold and then recover, back to fold, then recover again and again, it gets easier to go to that place and often times their sense of risk/danger becomes skewed. They will not recognize danger as easily because they are so comfortable with the pathway toward fold. Mary spoke of a rider recently out of an abusive relationship who would get on horses who were not safe, just because she was so used to the feeling of being unsafe.

I found it really interesting, but honestly don't have much else to say about it. I've run into shut down horses before, worked with shut down riders. Mary gave us one exercise that helped me a lot, so I'll just share that and maybe will post about this again when I've drawn more conclusions and done more research.

Interlace your fingers and put them on the back of your head, like you were about to lay in a hammock. Put pressure back there and then look to the left, just with your eyes, and sit there for a while, until you have some kind of release. Mary's release was yawning, mine was taking a deep breath. Same thing on the right side. Then see how you feel. If you do this, could you let me know what you find? I'm very curious. It halts my anxiety in its tracks, it doesn't last forever, but it does help me reset momentarily and that's helped a lot.


Extension vs Flexion Patterns

To be an effective rider, you must balance extension patterns in your body with flexion patterns. These patterns encompass your entire body, it's essentially, are you more the type of rider who closes your angles or who opens them?

An extension rider will default to opening their angles, you'll see this particularly in the last beat of the canter, the down beat, where the rider opens the hip and shoves their hips forward. Adults tend to be stronger in their extension patterns. Extension patterns tend to shoot a horse away from them, horses can't sit down/bend their hocks when a rider is too much in an extension pattern.

A flexion rider will default to closing their angles. Young children tend to ride more in flexion patterns, think of tiny newborn babies, they are way more likely to curl up (fetal position) than to open their arms and legs away from the body, that takes time to develop. This rider tends to put their horses on the spot and can sometimes lose the horse's swing through the back if they're too much in a flexion pattern.

Riders need to have equal amounts of flexion and extension to ride properly.

Flexion pattern in the down beat of the canter (see the engagement
of my hip flexors to keep myself upright?)
Extension pattern in the down beat of the canter (see the shove
with my hips forward in the down beat of the canter and how my
shoulders are behind my hips?) Look at the relative positioning
of the horses too, TC is at Intro level, Rico is at Fourth... hmmm

Up vs Down Riders

A rider can be more of an up rider or more of a down rider. Up riders appear "popped up" on the top of the horse while down riders appear more plunged down on top of the horse.

An up rider is effective at suctioning the horse upward, drawing the back up. They find passage easier than piaffe. A down rider is effective at weighting the horse's hindquarters. They find piaffe easier than passage, you can also see their effectiveness in a canter pirouette. Neither is better than the other. Being a down rider means just utilizing the plunger-down part of their mechanic more effectively than the suction-up part of their mechanic.

There can be ineffective up riders and ineffective down riders too. If the down-ness of the rider is not distributed through their thigh, the rider will clonk down into the horse's back, making the horse more hollow.  Neither is better or worse, but an up rider who is hollow and not effectively using suction is not good, just like a down rider who is round backed and simply landing hard on the horse's back.

Like the flexion and extension patterns, our best riders have a balance of up-ness and down-ness. They can utilize the down-ness in the piaffe and pirouettes and utilize the up-ness in the passage.

Not nearly enough down-ness here, I'm practically not even in
the saddle!
I am a very up, extension pattern rider, I found piaffe and pirouettes very difficult because they require more down-ness and flexion patterns.

Do you think you are more of an extension pattern rider or flexion pattern rider? What about your up-ness vs down-ness?


Front, Back, and Lateral Lines

To be an effective rider, the rider must have a certain amount of internal pressure, which Mary calls bear down. Sit in your chair (or on your horse) and put your fingers into your abdomen, then say "psshht" and feel your core engage. There needs to be a good amount of stuffing in you, just like when you say that, when you're riding.

The front, back, and lateral lines assist with adding tone/internal pressure to the rider. Some people are better at engaging them than others. These lines are fascial lines, fascia being the sausage casing like structure around your muscles. You can engage these lines in a relatively easy way.

Sit in your chair and have both feet flat on the ground. Push forward against the ground with your feet to engage your front line. See how far up you can feel it.

Same thing, but now pull your feet backward against the ground and engage your back line. See how far up you can feel it.

When I first started with Mary, I could feel my front line until my abs. Now I can feel it easily to my collarbone on both feet. At first, my back line wouldn't go up through my butt (that sounds so bad, sorry), now I can get it up to my midback, and am working to feel it into my neck.

For the lateral lines, which we did for the first time this year, push your feet outward against the ground. It's way helpful to have a chair that has four legs so you can push outward against the legs. This line I can immediately get up to my armpits.

All three lines (well, four, since there are two lateral lines) must be engaged to have enough tone as you're riding. A rider with a weak back line tends to lose their feet out in front of them, I find that runners especially struggle with weak back lines, as running is a very anterior chain exercise. A rider with a weak front line will lose their legs out behind them. To fix, play with resistances. If you have a weak backline, imagine someone is trying to push your foot out in front of you and resist their push. if you have a weak front line, imagine someone is trying to push your foot back under you and resist their push. For lateral lines, imagine someone is trying to push your ankle toward the horse's body and resist their push. It's way easier to imagine when you actually have someone do it to you at the halt!

In the comments, please let me know what lines you think are your strongest and how far up you can feel each line! I'm very curious. It's tough to describe over the internet, so sorry if it's tough to feel anything.

How easy would it be to push my leg forward? Back?
I think I've got a soggy back line here, it'd be very easy to push
my foot out in front of me even more!
Some more tidbits:

- No one rides poorly on purpose, everyone is doing the best they can with the body they have and the words they have heard.

- Imagine the two long back muscles of the horse as hoses, which one is spraying water harder? Should be even.

- Is the rider just accepting what the horse is giving them or are they influencing the horse? This is not possible without bear down.

- The rider should be "well stuffed" but many riders run out of stuffing down in their feet, so they flop.

- Who has the remote? Hyper-vigilant horses will snag it from the rider, change the channel, then yell "CHANNEL FIVE SCARY MOVIE," the rider must take it back and change the channel back, saying "channel one, forward and round"

- If we took 100% of the rider's weight, 80% should be in the thigh and 20% should be in the stirrup. When rider's weight is too in the stirrup, they push themselves upward and become less stable. If rider's weight is too in the seat and not enough in the thigh, the horse becomes hollow.

- Is your bear down stronger than the hold on the reins or is the hold on the reins stronger than your bear down?

- Many people feel that if they aren't riding movements, they aren't progressing, this is not true and more people need to do their time on a 20m circle finding out what feels best.

- Rider should look like they are hung in a harness and if they were picked up, the horse would come with them.

- In trot, landing too far back in the saddle pushes the horse's back hollow and the rider falls in (mantrap).

- The canter should sound more like CAnada than mozamBIQUE, emphasis on the first beat, not the last.

- Think of the rider's upper body as a carousel pole, especially in canter. It should stay upright and not fling itself back and forth. Diving deeper into this concept, the pole can be located in front of the rider's spine or to the back. Bring the carousel pole further back in your body to have a better effect in canter.

- If you want to examine running water, you do not put it in a bucket, turn the faucet off, and then look at it. You must look at it while it is running. Don't stop riding when the horse goes round, they will come off the bit, think "make it again"

- The rider must have a correct pelvis alignment to get their internal rotation correct. If the rider is too rocked back on the seat bones, their thighs cannot internally rotate (attention round backed riders).

- If you are sitting on an oil drum, do you have even amounts of drum on either side? Or is there more on one side or the other?

- Protect your horse from your seat bones (pad them with your glutes). Mary spoke about a chiropractor she spoke to who said that the worst back she ever saw was on a horse whose rider only rode him bareback.

- Think of the thighs like chopsticks, If you had long enough ones, they would cross over behind you. Make sure the cross happens in general and specifically happens in the middle of your back. Keep both thighs on at the same angle, basically.

Monday, February 3, 2020

Mary Wanless Workshop: Teaching Questions

Another year, another Mary Wanless Workshop! This is the third year in a row I've gone and it's turning into one of my favorite (and most exhausting) weekend of the year.

For those of you who are new, I tend to post an entire week's worth of biomechanics/Mary Wanless themed posts. So if that's not your thing, check back next week! To find the old posts, see here:

2018
Post 1 - Mary Wanless Workshop: The Structure
Post 2 - Mary Wanless Workshop: Truncated Theory
Post 3 - Mary Wanless Workshop: Realignments
Post 4 - Mary Wanless Workshop: The Unexpected Emotions
Post 5 - Mary Wanless Workshop: The Effect

2019
Post 1 - Mary Wanless Workshop: The Lead Up
Post 2 - Mary Wanless Workshop: More Truncated Theory
Post 3 - Mary Wanless Workshop: Riding Takeaways
Post 4 - Mary Wanless Workshop: Teaching Takeaways
Post 5 - Mary Wanless Workshop: The Non Emotions

I was beyond thrilled to be able to attend this year. I thought my niece was going to be born this weekend, so I had paid for it and then hoped she'd be early or late. She's a good future pony rider because she came early enough for me to be able to attend the whole thing! Thanks kiddo!

Best demo riders (you may recognize the one on the gray)
Once again, it was an amazing weekend! I've got a ton to share but it's tough to organize it all, so I'm still figuring out what I want to write about for the rest of the week. I do have a couple of really cool things that came out that I'm super eager to write about, but if there's anything that you're particularly interested in, please let me know.

We began talking about teaching, with Mary saying that we need to help our clients answer two questions:

Where are you now?
Where do you want to be?

Many people know where they want to be, as they point to Charlotte Dujardan or what not, but they have no idea where they are right now. How far along the scale of Beginner to Olympian are you? I honestly have no idea. I'm in the pocket that you fall into when you don't have anyone buying you super fancy horses? Is that a place to be?

We spoke about what struggles we, as a group, were having with our teaching:
- Focus: we assume all of our students pay attention, just like we do, that everyone has the same level of focus that we do.

- Influence: how do we get our riders to have more influence over their horses? When you first start riding, you tend to not have any influence, then obviously when you canter down centerline at the Olympics, you do. When does this shift happen and how?

Lab time
- Self Direction: I doubt anyone who blogs needs this, but many riders struggle to draw their own conclusions and make their own decisions. Many riders don't feel like they have "the right" to ask for more or make mistakes. I honestly don't have this issue because all of my clients are either clinic clients or only ride with me once or twice a week. Plus I give them a ton of homework always and ask a lot of questions. The trainers who were complaining about this have a lot of full training clients who only ride in lessons.

- Responsibility: what responsibility does the student have? What should they do with the information. Many trainers get bored teaching the same lesson over and over again, honestly, I've dropped a few clients for that reason. In addition, there is SO MUCH INFORMATION to impart onto someone, it really hit me this weekend that if I only see my trainer for four hours a month at max, there's no way I'm learning enough to get good at this sport. If you want to get good, it takes more than just lessons to do it.

- Selling change: change is terrible, I hate it. Even the smallest changes (like when Mary asked someone to bring their collar bone forward about an inch) feel ENORMOUS (and the person thought they were going to fall off the front of the horse) and awkward. It takes a lot of deliberate practice in a position that feels uncomfortable and wrong. How, as a trainer, do you sell it?

- Fear: we talked a TON about fear, including a deep dive into polyvagal theory, which deserves its own post if I felt like I knew enough to write it. But Mary says that very often a fearful rider will "have more competence than confidence" and a rider who is too bold will "have more confidence than competence."

We look our most cultish all doing the same
things, but really, it's all amazing

We then walked our way down this question: Are you a rider who teaches or a teacher who rides?

I'm definitely a rider who teaches. If you put a gun to my head and told me I could either ride horses or teach people to ride horses and I couldn't pick both, well, sorry clients, I'm getting me an amateur status.

But in the last several years, I've worked very hard to improve my teaching. Previously, I just taught what I'd been taught. The problem with this is that I'm bound to only be good at teaching the things I have problems with. If any of my clients pull on the left rein, I'm set! What if they don't though?

Anything that naturally comes easy to someone, they are shit at teaching. And the further away the trainer is from the rider's level, the harder it gets. It's been a very long time since I cantered for the first time, I could not teach someone how to do it now. They'd probably fall off and it'd be my fault for talking to them about the specifics of the canter mechanic rather than just telling them to... literally have no idea how to end that sentence because I DON'T KNOW.

Mary encourages trainers to remember to keep our implicit knowledge of these things. Remember back to my first time cantering (I don't, I was like 3 riding double on the trails, I don't remember cantering alone either) and remember those feelings so I can teach from it. I fucking can't though.

This is what Mary says is a huge problem with our upper level riders because they aren't teachers, they're riders. They have automated so much of their riding (because you have to) that they teach PQRs instead of ABCs. So Carl Hester says "I row my arms in the extended walk," but that's just what he thinks he's doing, he's also doing ten thousand other things that he has no idea he's doing. But come on, everyone, let's all go row our arms and get 10s!

Nicole, our most intrusive friend
I thought those were super interesting questions to answer as trainers! I think the more self reflective I get about teaching, the better my lessons get. Like I said, I love riding and want to be a good rider first and foremost, but I also do love teaching and want to get better at it. I want to be like some of the higher level trainers we saw ride at the workshop: fabulous riders, fabulous horse trainers, and fabulous instructors.

And this workshop has been one of the best decisions I've made to continue working to achieve those goals!

So basically, it was an amazing weekend and I can't wait to share more. I also have really exciting, related news happening tomorrow. I'm auditing Mary's riding clinic and am also having my very first physical therapy appointment for the SI injury I had 9 years ago. Looking forward to fixing this thing once and for all. More on those later!